FERDYDURKE—)Glassbeads-)JOCK PLAY (diary)

“As long as you understand Ferdydurkeas a battle with convention, it will trot calmly down the well beaten path; but if you understand that man creates himself with another man in the sense of the wildest debauchery, Ferdydurke will neigh and leap forward as if you had jabbed it with spur, carrying you off into the realm of unpredictable. Ferdydurke is more a form-element than a form-convention.”- Witold Gombrowicz

“Absurdity is present in everything we touch, in our way of creating (which became cerebral and repugnant) in our talking about art (there is too much to talk), in all the mechanisms of our little artistic world, that gigantic machinery made up of 100,000 doctors, docents, interpreters, glossators, sucking pale blood from the anemic bodies of a thousands of ordinary artists.”- Witold Gombrowicz 

Ferdydurkian Talk 4 advertisement 4 myself:

“He will then begin to fear this form that is his own, and to be ashamed of it as he was previously proud of it and sought stability in it. We shall soon begin to be afraid of ourselves and our personalities, because we shall discover that they do not completely belong to us.”

y Remix/skip——-I am a vehicle for such and such an action, production, or whatever it may be (64 A Kind of Testament

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page from my recipe book Volume 1

= Reaction in realtime (slightly)

In OFFICE:

4 Public understadning of the structure in place 4 Glass Bead game characters

FRITZ TEGULARIUS. GRADUALLY STUDIED.

Yorick: There is a structure in place, a blueprint. Names, faces, a way to place ones own desires into a system, eventually the system becomes a church of their own tales.

HESSE: “Not only did he intimately share the life of this community, but he also felt himself to be something like ITS BRAIN, its CONSCIOUSNESS, and its conscience as well, not only participating in its impulse and destinies, but guiding them and being responsible for them.” (page 233 “in office” glassbeadgame)

Characters/Forms/Adoptions: Whos the jock? Let me show u body memory-